No one dares to call me a slut, at least not to my face anymore, but I'm scarred.

I'm going into high school next year. I've always had a hard time in social relationships. I've been bullied since I was in 3rd or 4th grade by many different people for many different reasons. In 3rd-6th grade it was honestly just stupid, worthless bullying that I wouldn't let bother me. That is, up until about halfway through 6th grade when my sister passed away. All of a sudden I was weak and couldn't handle any of it. The bullying got worse and turned into girls calling me a slut to my face and guys coming up to me and directly asking me what I would do with them. It continued through 7th grade and through this year. I'm bisexual, but everyone at school now thinks I'm a lesbian. Because I told them so. I wore low cut shirts because I felt comfortable in them. I've always been comfortable with my body, but now I wear sweatshirts almost every day. Guys were getting too close to me and I'd rather identify as a lesbian than have people know I'm bi. I'm left alone more often now. No one dares to call me a slut, at least not to my face anymore, but I'm scarred. I'm not confident in my own body anymore and I'm in therapy for being suicidal.