It hurt me that my own family would treat me like trash and call me a slut.

My story starts when I was 28. As a child I was terrified of sex and losing my virginity. My family talked about sex like it was bad thing. All throughout my teenage years I was afraid to date. At 28, I met a man who I couldn't help but love. We got secretly engaged and almost married. My family met him and after 2 years of dating, I became pregnant. My family called me slut, whore and I had my baby at 29 weeks due to stress. My family made me marry him and it has ruined all my relationships with everyone in my family. I tried to commit suicide in 2015 because it hurt me that my own family would treat me like trash and call me a slut. I'm still not a part of family activities and they treat me like the black sheep.