It has broken me and I'm scared to stand up for myself.

When I was in sixth grade, I went through some serious bullying. I wanted to be liked a lot. I got with a guy and he spread it everywhere. I've moved schools three times since then and it came back to bite me. All over my Instagram one of his friends commented on my photos, calling me a slut. Saying I was fat. It really hurt. This year I tried slitting my wrists. It did nothing - it only happened a few times and it ended 93 days ago. I'm still being bullied over it and I lose friends everyday. It has broken me and I'm scared to stand up for myself.