I just want other girls to know that even a girl who you think has it all doesn’t, and they could be going through the same thing as you.

I enjoyed reading your diary entries so much and as happy as I am that life turned out great and that you were able to overcome those people, I will miss your entries cause they were my consoling factor in my life. It has been 7 long years of sexual bullying for me. It started in 6th grade after I was molested in the bus and at the end of 6th grade I ended up telling on the kid who did it to me. After that everyone said I deserved it and wanted it. My best friend told me I was lying and then dated the guy. That’s when I started cutting. And from then on I was the school whore. I didn’t have my first kiss till I was a sophomore and I lost my virginity to a guy that I dated for over a year. Yet I was known as the slut of my middle school and still my high school. I’m a senior now and everyday I walk down the halls and boys dodge out of the way from me and scream diseases. Someone started a rumor that I slept with a different guy every week and that I had so many STDs and people believed it. Yet I’ve only slept with three guys and all of them I was dating for at least half a year. And I’ve only kissed four guys and all but one I was dating. Things are looking up, though. I’ve kept my GPA at almost a 4.0 and I’m taking advanced classes and I just got accepted into my dream college. And I did something I never thought I would be able to do, which was compete in pageants, and I actually won. Even though I thought it would stop the rumors, it didn’t. But it has helped me so much in my confidence. When I found your blog a few months ago I wanted to help in some way but I didn’t know how. So I decided sharing my story was a great way to do that. It may not be as serious or as tragic as other girls' but it’s mine and it still affects me. I just want other girls to know that even a girl who you think has it all doesn’t and they could be going through the same thing as you and the only way to end things like this is to stop doing it to others and yourself and to stand up to other people. Im really going to miss your blog diary entries and congratulations on living a life well spent and trying to make a difference for girls like me too, who seem to have it all. But really don’t.