I feel sick whenever he touches me, I really do.

Okay, so this happened this week. So a couple of days ago I was in a happy relationship with my boyfriend who I had fancied for quite a while (this was Tuesday). Trying to be polite, I told my ex (who had recently got dumped by his ex girlfriend) he could sit next to me for maths. Then he kept flirting with me, touching my hand, stroking my leg, and this wasn't the first time he had touched me. Whenever he touched me I felt like he would go a bit higher, up my skirt, and I just felt like bursting into tears. He then told me he liked me in that way and then 10 minutes before the lesson ended, he asked me out. He didn't know I was dating anyone since me and my boyfriend wanted to keep it a secret. I told him I would think about it. On Wednesday, my boyfriend broke up with me. On Thursday, me and my friend (a girl) were revising and my ex suddenly went and sat next to me and he started touching me again...I hated it. Friday, he sat in between me and my other friend and he started touching me again-and he had a girlfriend. I felt my skirt rising a bit, so I actually made something to stop it, I moved a slight bit, he got the message and moved back to his place. I really don't know what to do, what if he goes too far? I get petrified every time he touches me because my brother used to touch me. I feel sick whenever he touches me, I really do.

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Note to the author: Since you submitted this account anonymously, I don't have your contact information. Please reach out to a parent or teacher for help immediately, regarding this boy and your brother's previous actions. This is not your fault and you can make it stop. Judging from your spelling of certain words, I am assuming you're in the UK. Please visit Rape Crisis England and Wales to find some of the resources available to you. I am always here to talk, as well. Love, Emily