One of the guys told the kid who is my boyfriend now and I lied, saying I didn't send any pictures because I'm not that kind of person.

In ninth grade the kid I used to like started texting me and I was overwhelmed by emotions so when he asked for "pictures" I did it, I continued to do this with at least four other guys over the summer. Now one of the guys told the kid who is my boyfriend now and I lied, saying I didn't send any pictures because I'm not that kind of person. I'm scared for the day when he will probably find out. But through those days I did self harm and I stopped now. I think it was just because I was in a state of depression and I couldn't care less, but now I do care and I'm hoping I always will.