I believed what they said and my whole life was a nightmare.

All three years of middle school and the fifth grade were a nightmare. I still haven’t had my first kiss, never even thought about guys, but even when I was young I was the slut. I mean, I never even considered liking guys. Everything just made sense when other people said it. I believed what they said and my whole life was a nightmare. I was forced to kiss a boy on the cheek in the fourth grade, so I guess that’s where the slut stuff came from. It’s awful.